Saturday, November 25, 2006
no one really understands
not even the closest of closest
kinship? all bullshit
friends. yeahs there for you at certain times
everyone is gone
i just wanna slip away and vanish
if possible
that is
frustrating
irritated
dying of boredom
alright fine i chose this path
deal with it people would say
i've been cooped up home for the past 4 days. All i went was my bedroom, toilet, computer room
What kind of shitty life is this?
And to top this off, i hear my mom's constant nagging and railings at me
i'm so gonna die
can someone bring me out for a good dinner or shopping trip after this whole damn shit
i'm tired and sick of my home life
i need to go out
i need to breathe some air outside my home
i have not even stepped out of home for 4 bloody days and still counting
oh gawd
ask me why is this so?
chemical face peel
damn you.
ps: i really cant make it if i say i cant go out now ok! stop thinking that i'm over exaggerating or deluding myself that its bad. it is and that is period. stop forcing me and say that i aint a good friend just cuz i don't go out with you. oh pls, get a life!
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8:51:00 PM
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